JadedTink's blog: "I Know It Hurt"

I know it hurt you

It hurt me too,

But now that you are gone,

All I know is I miss you.
You were there for so long,

I never thought you would leave.

I thought you had so many years,

waiting up your sleeve.

That day you left,

Was the saddest of my life

I remember going home,

And crying all night.

I might be selfish,

But I wish you were still here.

Or if you stayed,

For at least one more year.

I know you loved me,

I still love you too,

So Im trying to be good,

Just for you.

I know Im not perfect,

I never will be.

But I hope your up there,

Proud of me.

You had to let go,

Even though you were holding on for so long

But theres not a day I dont think of you,

And how you were so strong.

You never complained,

Or said why me?

You just knew,

That thats the way it was meant to be.

So I just want to tell you,

Even though I still cry,

That I miss you so much,

I wish  you would've said goodby