Daddys Girl's blog: "I'm so sad :("

Right now I am going thru a lot of crap in my life...I am the crapster of life apparently cus nothing good has happened in my life since I was 15( a run on sentence)...I had good parents growing up, but I was the Baby, Daddy's girl, cheerleader, total spoiled one( my Daddy)...He passed away on Thanksgiving day, 2004...I was a pill head/alcholic cus i couldn't deal w/ my Daddy being sick and new the day was going to come and he was not going to be there for me...I feel like I have came a long way since then, but some people wanna talk shit about me saying my MOM needs to let me grow up and stop giving me everything...I will so punch them in their face...Anywho, I am clean and still trying to get over my Daddy's death...I DO work for a living, so I say to the mouthy people...F*CK YOU...People don't understand or the shit I have been thru...So I said it, NOW WHAT? I am sad cus I miss MY DADDY...What will be the next depression in life for me? HMMMMMM....Maybe death for me...Oh< that won't happen...Been there tried that...

Hi ev1...I am soooo sad today cus my Uncle passed away...My Dad passed on Thanksgiving day of 2004, but this was his little brother and he was my other Dad...I always thought I would have him(my Uncle) to turn to cus my Dad is gone, but I was totally wrong...Now I feel so alone and left in the dark...I am sorry for writing this, but I had to say something...Peace to all and God Bless You...