Ok so I know it has been awhile,I have had alot going on.Where to begin....hmm..Well my biggest issue for the month is July 28th @9am I have a appointment with a cancer doctor in Statesboro,Ga because they think I may have skin cancer.Great news right,uhhh "FUCK NO",I am just a bundle of screwed up emotions and am not dealing well with this newest "shit on my life run".I am tired of feeling like shit,feeling I look like shit,and being treated like shit.I think I have lost me,I cannot see any good in my life at this time,I know it is there somewhere just blinded for the moment.This weekend I am throwing all my kids except my youngest a birthday party,so I hope that goes well,and the weekend after I am going to Atlanta to have a vacation for the first time in 5 years.My ann. is the 13th of June so it worked out.But anywho missed you all,please remember me.
