I Tried to dial 911 but couldnt find the 11's blog: "I Need A Hug..."

I don't think I've ever felt this way before. I met this girl, she's the most gorgeous thing alive. She takes my breathe away ever time I look at her picture. I try so hard to get on my computer just to have her say she loves me and so I can tell her how much I love her. My stomach jumps when I stare at her eyes, my dreams are always of her and her beauty. Her loving words run threw my mind all day long. I'm just waiting for I get another chance to see her. Loving her is my greastest passion. I don't think I've ever met anyone as amazing as her. "I Love You" isn't enough to explain all my feelings and love for her. My life was a blur and then I meant her. Don't think I can ever wake up from this dream, well, I mean I never want to... Loving her always, her name is to precious for me to say with out putting "I Love You" in front of it. Loving You Alaways, Can't Wait To Talk To You Again, Sweet Dreams To My Love Nikki... <33 Jimmy Will Always Love Nikki...

Just the other day, my mom found this stack of old photos of me and my brother Jordan (20) and my sister Alex, (23). In one of the pictures my JOrdan was maybe 3 months old. My mom said something about being in a rehab (I know I may have spelled it wrong) I asked her why she was in rehab (like I said, I can't spell it!) she said that she was an acholic and that she had eating disorders and she wasn't doing drugs at the time, but was adictted to them. She told me about how her step-brother raped her every night when she was 13 till she was 18. Then she told me about who she started to eat alot so she would be fat and her step-brother wouldn't want her. Then, she said that when she was 2 years old, her 13 year old uncle sexualy abused her. So everytime she feels hurt or someone in the rehab (wrong spelling) talked about their childhood, she became 2 years old again and started talking like a 2 year old and balled up in corners. I really don't want to talk about this anymore soryy....