I Never Wanted...
As I write these words I realize that I may never see you ALL again,
I may never TALK you ALL and I may never SEND YOU ALL hugglez again, but
I know that what we ALL once had when me found u ALL was pure and true.
We never fought, we never argued, and we only had the best of things to say to each other and there's nothing I wouldn't do for you ALL!!!
Something like that I can't seem to let just fade away.
How can I be expected to live with that kind of regret!!!
I waited for so long just to be able to do those things with you allz, meeting TRUE ppls....
I want, just to be able to look into your eyes and talk with you all and make u ALL see!!!! See what is truely happening that ALL of u are closing ur eyes to!!!!
I want, just to be able to look into your eyes and tell you that
I will never stop caring for ALL of you. Maybe it seems crazy and maybe
I expect too much but, I can't help but feel that there was
something between all of us!!!, and I that I know I have never
had such awesome peeps that I called friends.
It's not just you alls outer beauty that I loved it's also you alls inner beauty
It's was you All's sweetness, your caring, and you ALL's beautiful hearts and your
beautiful minds. It's ALL of ur many talents, it's the sweet sounds of your voices...those of u that I got to hear
It's the way you talked to me and the sweet things you would say to me and others....
It's the way I got butterflies in my stomach just waiting to see if any of you would be on!!
How can I be expected to say goodbye to ANY of you that I never got a real chance to say hello to.
Even if you don't want me in your life the way I want you in mine,
I want you to know that I am a better person just because I know ALL of you!!!!!
You've made my life better and have inspired me to do things that
I would never have done before and I thank you for that.
Luv u guys!!! and u ALL know who u are!!!!!
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~WILD~
