casper's blog: "i see hell in your eyes"

every time i am told i love you and try to return it, i am left for another man. when i am told i love you and dont return it, they care unconditionaly for me and want just me. will it ever match up, or is love a cruel game that never ends?

i wake up, my eye lids singed shut my flesh is burning, tormented with desire my skin blistering from the heat i feel so unloved and so much alone the air smells of pain, tear soaked misery the wind blows lashes across my back the heat goes on i gasp for air as my lungs fill with pain i reach for the heavens and receive more of the same my heart barely beating, so weak and frail this is a glimpse of my personal hell i tear open my eyes so that i may see what torment and pain is confronting me the sky's still blue and the grass growing green nothing on fire as far as can be seen my eye focus in and to my surprise the pain that i feel is coming from your eyes you said you would always love me till the end this be true until the day you met him and took my heart with you