uptownN8's blog: "I wazz a crutch i feel handycappd"

to this female i was a krutch, some one she can use, to forget about that fuckin dude she just broke up with this dude who beat tha shit out ovv her and dats coward, her face wazz cut and bruised, when i looked at her i seen no cuts bruses nothing jus a female who i was relating to, and wanted to take car3e ov no matter what, she wazz sexy to me, but she used me like a krutch, and at moments later at da tyme i was with her, she left for 3 day with out no phone call or no contact, i sat in my house, and waited for her  callin her phone to say good night i love u baby, always giot da answer machine. but her personality seemed nice and fuckin awsome, but tha fact i wazz a crutch izz beacuz she wanted to use me to forget about he ex man, and goo out wit me to avoid, i neva disrespected her, i treated dat female like a queen, but thats lyfe.

i am single still, i feel like doin dat hugh hefner shit again but i can let a female like that mess up my lyfe yaaa it hurt but thats lyfe and  things happen.

i can pull ane female i want ,(its not wat u say its how u say it, (its not wat u do its how u do it)

but i dont want ane female i want the right one.

im sweet chill nice got my head on streight, and dont believe in disrespecting females or harming them in ane way shape or for, i never hit a female in my lyfer  and i dont plan on it, it think its coward,

but carma came up for all da shit ive done in da past,

she made me feel like sht and i fell and broke my heart but i dint deseve that she pretended something that she loved, um over it but yo it hurt

i never cheated i dumped females for another, but now i got my head on and i am moving forward and nothing or no one izz gonna stop me, either ur on my side or not im still moving foward,

growing up i didnt have much nor a pot to piss in , nut i survived, and done shit to survive, and i would never change for no one, or act differ infroung ovv ane crowd, cuz kats will be all chill and dapp yu up and smoke a blizzy, then when tyhey are with thier boys they act differnt and talk mad shit,

to me a real person izz some one i can call FAM and they would rde and die and stay true  and be real on my side from begging to infinty

u loose fam and gain fam,

in lyfe i have only some peices ovv da puzzle left and thizz shit izz a jigsaw puzzle some peices will fall out and some will get back to ghether, thats life i was not dead today i was not dead in da present um standing for now thats all that matter in my point ovv view,

but im looking for a female i can hold and tell her she izzz sexy even if her eye shadow izz runny or hair izz messed up, cuz to me shee will look like tha most beautiful female i have ever laid eyes on, and she will come in my lyfe its all about patience,

lyfe izz a message

yo friendly nieghborhood IRISH MAN

UptownN8

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and da world

stay safe and be solid