smoke 12's blog: "I write you read lol"

yeah so I’m bored and felt like writing this stupid blog! I love nascar, I’m a seahawks fans, my favorite movies is cars i could watch it 1000 times and never get bored, my favorite soda is mountain dew, my favorite ice cream is fish food, my favorite thing to do during my pass times is play video games, i dont like short hair on a woman I think it makes her look like a man, I dont like lesbians, I have a problem with black people mixing with white, I guess you could call me racist but it’s just how I feel. I love to go camping, I enjoy working on vehicles, I could always go for a day of playing in the mud with my quad. I hate other peoples kids but I love mine to dealth. I can’t always make the right choices but I do try or at least thinka bout trying!! lol I never finished school, and i regret it but i will push my girls to finish like it or not. I hate stupid people, mean people suck but I am mean so i guess I suck. I hate to do laundry, I hate doing dishes, I’m bad about cleaning up after myself. my family is my everything, however they drive me nuts!! lofma! I have had thoughts about joining the army so i could kill stupid sand niggers but dont want to leave my girls with no body. I love my girls with all my heart but hate raising them alone, I hate the fact that until now nothing has been normal or right in there life. well more later I’m sick of typing!

i have come to the conclusion I must write something in this blog area so here is it, yeah I'm single no I'm not really waiting for the right girl to come along because i'ma father of two girls that need me badly because there mother is a real peice of work, I love women dont get me wrong but i'm sick of hearing "i'm fat" cause to me every woman is beautiful, well okay there a few ugly ones out there that need to be thrown back in the basket and re picked but for the most part... well i also hate being alone but I'm so sick of drama I'm fuckin almost 30 way ready for the bullshit to be over. now thats said I guess i came to a conclusion that i'm a doofious! well when i find a woman and I like here and i think maybe just maybe I might have a chance I fuck it up by igrorning her, or getting drunk and stupid like if front of her, or my anger issues get the best of me, or the fact that I'm a seahawks, nascar freak might not be so applealing, oh and the fact I love the move cars and would love to have everything cars movie if possible!! well yeah so that explains it I guess, and okay well I want to thank all my buddies for sticking by me through out the year (blood guts and astroturf!) now in a woman I would mind to find a woman that can put up with my girls first of all and treat them good, next someone who's in my age braket shit I'm over the partying getting fucked up every weekend stage but not yet to the sitting around playing bingo on the weekends!!! I want a woman that is grown up out of the drug & partying stage, not into choosing friends over family, a woman that has a job and can hold it, a woman that can pay her own bills and buy her own stuff but wont mind me buying things for her too, and i would also love to have a woman that dont mind nascar, or all my dorky corks, and most of all I would love a woman that can love me for ME! not what she's wants me to be or wants to shape me into but me, doofy, angry, stupid, ratarted, sweet, funny, ronchy, cute!, caring, hard ass, thick headed, boy at heart, man on the outside. look me up if your interested??

its true i'm moving onto the next step of life i'm movig and I got a good job that pays not great but good enough, i've got the kids back on track and doing pretty good for what theyve gone through, i also am trying to start up racing but dunno if i'm gona continue with race cars or move on to racing my quad! i love the mudd, just got to find places in washington that do atv racing Jordan & Analiese ar doing good for the most part of course still having a hard time due to the shit there mother is pulling but doing alright dispite. jordan is now 4 and wont be to kindergarden till next year but... and analiese is now 6 and in kindergarden and doing okay but could do better. so yeah the next step of life has come up and i'm steppin up nervous, scared, excitied and worried all in one.