redbackwolf's blog: "iam he"

I AM THE REDBACK WOLF LOYAL TO THE LAST WHEN I MATE IT IS FOR LIFE IAM THE TEACHER OF WAYS, PATH FINDER, MOON WORSHIPPER, IAM THE BLUE EYED WOLF THAT LOOKS INTO TIMES PAST AND PRESENT. I FOLLOW THE RAVEN WHERE EVER SHE GOES FOR WE ARE LINKED THE RAVEN AND I. I LOOK INTO THE ETHER AND I SEE THE WAYS OF THE PEOPLE I WHO AM COMMITTED TO FAMILY I TEACH ABOUT UNDERSTANDING NEW IDEAS. WHEN I RAISE MY HEAD TO HOWL AT THE MOON IT IS SPIRIT WAKENING. I FACE THE DARK WITHIN IF YOU CAN ONLY LISTEN TO MY HOWL.

Isn't it time that peopel should be true to who they are instead of trying to hide behind masks and subterfuge...before one can judge the height of heaven one must first realise the truth about who they are..but what if you don't know who you are then what...well i say this to you here is a little exercise that has worked for me...once a week i used to take a pen and choose an emotion..i.e lets say anger....s thats an easy one...what makes you angery..make a list of the things that incite you to anger..you will be suprised of the answers you get..but be honest with yourself... becasue if you cannot be honest with yourself then how can you be honest with a loved one or with the Creator for believe me when i say this the Creator..knows all.... well i leave to these ponderings of a man who is trying to make a difference in a world that doesn't seem to care.

To get where you wish to go, you must take an active role in the journey. Though many good and valuable things are constantly flowing into your life, it is up to you to make something meaningful out of them. No one else can live your life for you. That is your biggest responsibility and your greatest opportunity. Your dreams and desires, passions, opinions, preferences and interests are yours for a reason. The more sincerely and completely you give life to them, the more genuine fulfillment you will know. Beauty is what you know it to be. Joy is what you experience it as being. The meaning of life is the meaning you give to it. Deep down, you know what to do. Dive into the pure joy of being you. For there is so very much you are able to be and to give. -- Ralph Marston

IN THE WORDS OF GI-GA-GE-I GA-SO-HI WA-YA (REDBACK WOLF) 11/25/2007 There once was a Scorpion and a Wolf and the scorpion wanted to cross the river but couldn’t swim…so the Scorpion asked the Wolf to swim him across the river. Wolf replied to the Scorpion that he wouldn’t because what if he stung him and then he would die. Scorpion replied to the Wolf that he wouldn’t as then he would drown and they both would die. Wolf saw the logic in this and eventually agreed to take him across the river on his back but half way across the river Scorpion stung Wolf and just as the poison started to take effect Wolf asked Scorpion why he stung him as now they both would die. Scorpion replied because it’s my nature. I guess what I am trying to say here is no matter what we pretend to be or do we will always revert back to our true natures and so rather than hide what or who we are we should be honest with ourselves and to our loved ones and not hide anything at all as secrets destroy the good in our lives.

I wonder if anyone can help me...iam lookingto emigrate from the UK to the USA..does any body in the Kingdom or even in the C/T world know how I can do this.

Two Wolves An elder was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, "A fight is going on inside me, it is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One wolf is evil -- he is fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, competition, superiority, and ego. The other is good -- he is joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too." They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old man simply replied, "The one you feed."

i had a vision the other night of myself sat before a canvass and the paintingthat iwas doing was of a wolf eating a raven noe i thought that this was a little wisted but then the wolf raised its head and i realised that it had blue eyes and it had the look of me in there.....i lloked to the raven and i saw it had green eyes and i saw my ex wife in those eyes..man i didn't know what to think for i havealways thoughtof her as beautiful..but anyway i have moved on as she has as she has just remarried..we haveonly been divirced a few months....but the quote that i got out of this was the folowing.. THE MOST BEAUTIFULLEST OF THINGS CAN COME FROM THE SICKEST OF MINDS. so any way that is my blog for today and so until next time..remeber to howl at the still rising moon my C/T family and pack

I Am He I am he that cares too much and allows this world to penetrate. I am the man that loves too deeply, while others merely perpetrate. Do you see this man or the boy inside, with emotions to great and plentiful to hide? They've shorn my hair and crushed my pride. Taken my land and my wife from my side. A man of honour, whose spirit remains free with love to give, but finding none that need. So take the hand of a distant Crow child and with the Spirit of my fathers, the wolf will run wild. Gi-ga-ge-i-ga-so-hi-wa-ya