yeah, so I fuct up big with one of my good friends, well suposely, stop saying that, okay well I told how I really felt and everything and she just gave me a big fuck you and shit, but I know she must of been really hurt by that, and I realized it after that fact, and couldn't take back my words, now I feel miserable, I mean she made me look at life in a better veiw, I don't want her to leave.