Superman M2 Erin's blog: "Illusion"

Caged bird sing. Sing as you feel. You feel as though your wings are clipped. Take my hand so you may learn to sing, and fly once more.

 

Songbird, caged bird soar to the Apex! Weighed down no more soar! If you fall I will be there through it all to catch you and mend your wings. To show you how to feel something that's real.

 

Songbird, free bird, lament no more. Cast aside your tears, your fears.

 

Feel the sun on your feather, the air beneath your wings a limitless horizon before you.

 

How far you will go, oh the things you will see! Don't ever soar so far away from me, or you may forget about me. Crash safely back in my arms, there you shall feel no harm.

 

Oh and my dear songbird, never forget this thing, my greatest wish for you free bird is to sing sing sing.

To date, this work was my most draining. I poured so much into it. I hope YOU enjoy it. 

 

He held your heart in his hands, and carelessly crushed it to sand. He calls himself a man? She is his puppet on a string, merely nothing more than his play thing. A yank and a tug, not even the promise of a hug. Excuses and promises he made, all began to fade. As the pieces fell apart she felt she lost it all. Nothing more to give, for what else did she have to live? You fell into my life in a crashing blaze. Such craze. A cloud mutually lifted from the haze. Set two hearts a blaze. Awoken by words unspoken. No longer taken for granted. No more tears to fall careless on black sand. Pulled close, held dear and cherished. A flame that cannot perish. The world revolves around her soul. The stars breath life to his eyes once more. Grains of sand, burn with so much pain in his hand. "Let me stich you up." Healing touch. I give so much all to "Stich you up." Behind her wall she bares it all a soul burnt to coal. Laid before him like untouched lumps if clay. Pieces of of my heart I give all to "Stich her up." Now I won't let you go, all I can do is show no matter what I will "Stich you up."

I can heal,   I  can make you forget, I  cane erode the stone to sand and cut the deepest valley's in the very earth beneath your feet. I am a warrior, hunter, and you are my prey. I stalk, waiting ever patient. I drain you, nawing away with teeth unseen. I have eternity as you do not. I can make the flower blossom or choke it out. You run farther faster and harder but you will never exscape me. I am precious, the greatest treasure. I am fleeting, even though I am eternal I pass in an instant. I will always have this question  the one question is what will you do with me?

 

Even if you had...

...all the time

Laying in the grass, a midsummer storm bellows over head. In the grass I feel your touch, the wind in the trees your song. You whisper to me from the heavens.

 

Come. 

The sky flashes of your vibrance.

Whore, harlot they call you.

Misunderstood misguided.

Glimmer flecks of gold, warrior so bold.

 

The very ground beneath me breathes, you give it all life. Meaning.  I run through your forest, your children surround me. The birds fly like your soul, the wolves sing your praise. From the vine I taste your fruit.

 

Passion.

Ectasy. 

Euphoria.

 

 

They won't get you. I have chased you my whole life though I knew not of you.

 

Magic.

Wonder.

Two stars encircling each other in a cosmic dance, never apart no matter how they try.

Insight into the Human Condition Part 3- Two souls one heart, A brief introduction into Love....

Love
/l?v/
Noun.
Verb.
(I am aware this the part where I leave some textbook defination, however...this is different so lets go full on different. Instead...a qoute.)
1 Corinthians 13: 4-8:
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

(Now for the satire.)

Since the dawn of man one thing has plaqued him. No joke wars have been started over it, people have DIED. This is serious business. It is viral warfare at its finest. It spreads by methods unknown, faster then any pandemic. Once you hae it, game over man, For there is no cure. It WILL grow inside you untill it consumes you or your mind snaps from the insanity or you manage to keep it in check in a pseudo sense of control. This is beyond primal instinct, It is encoded in our very genetic makeup waiting to be triggered. This is by far the most important part of and likely the root of the Human Condition. An emotion so deep seeded with such power people can rarely find the words to come close to doing it justice. As I pen this down (Then transcribe it to text.) I ponder if even I am up to or able to complete such a task. Well let us just see...Are you ready to take part in this journey with me? Ready? Ok Good...Second star to the right and straight on till morning....

She takes his breath away, he stole her heart with his first kiss. She cant leave his arms, he cant let her go.  She looks to him with so much hope, he tries to be her Superman swooping in a moments notice to save her. She is afraid to lose he is afraid to fly. She thinks she is not worth his time, he thanks the stars for bringing her into his life. 
How can you tell someone the way that, simply watching them sip coffee...or the way she looks away from you when she is hiding the truth or trying to avoid you seeing her true colors that those are the things you love about her? How can you discribe something that can be so pure uplifting, euphoric, and yet filled with some much pain and sorrow at times? I can't help but try and make every second count but there is just so much to say...And yet so little. I have trouble finding the words, to say what I mean and want all the time. There just isnt enough. I must make enough.  Even now as I draw this to a close...I feel...I haven't hit my mark. Something is missing, so much more to say.
So in short I will close with this.
I
Love
You.

Insight into the Human Condition Part Two: Fear the Darkness. Amber.

fear
/?fir/
noun: fear; plural noun: fears
    1. an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat.
        synonyms:    terror, horror, agitation, trepidation, dismay, anxiety, worry, angst, unease, apprehension, apprehensiveness, nervousness, perturbation, foreboding;

Shadows creep down the wall, stalking, reaching with shapeless arms. Powers unparalleled, whispers on the wind it speaks. Addressing the darkest parts of me. I turn from it, but it seems no matter the direction I run how far or fast I cannot hide from the shadow, my shadow. When I manage to make it fade I hear it echoing in my head the voice fimiliar but still not my own....or is it? I pound at my temples trying to get it out. Tell the voice to just shut the fuck up. I try not to listen to the things it says, some mimiced from things heard. Truths? I smile and put on a masquerade...Few can see through it cause I don't let them in.  How can you outrun your own shadow? How can you win an internal battle fought against your ownself? Fear. Darkness. Lost in the sea of painfull words, lies and manipulation. Self serving pricks.

Reboot.

Amber hues, bursting forth like the display on a night in July. Color returns, soft soothing. Unfimiliar. The world in your eyes. The stars illuminate from your smile. I melt into you. I feel your heart and mine synced and writting a symphony to the stars. I sway, pull you close as I can nothing more matters then this moment. Don't ever let it end. Fear abolished. My mask slowly cracks turning a bright red.
To be continued.... 

Insight into the Human Condition: Introspection and other thoughts.

in·tro·spec·tive
adjective.
    Characterized by or given to introspection.
    "He grew withdrawn and introspective"
    Synonyms: inward-looking, self-analyzing, introverted, introvert, brooding.

Just another 3am. Staring endlessly in the shadows as they merge in their twilight dance above me. Emotions linger chasing their way through my head, a taste that haunts my tongue. I want more. Your presence is a mixture between a fine intoxication and a paralyzing  feeling that comes over me in waves. Time stands still.  The clock ticks out its mundane nocturne. Your bubble is filled with sorrow and heartache, you trapped yourself in your own personal hell. I scream on the inside with lips sealed shut. Let me help wash the letdown and broken promises out of your mind. You feel like the rope you are cling to is slipping and your bubble about to pop, allowing this world to shatter. Let go. Peeling away this paint chip by chip, layer by layer. You dont understand this almost magnetic pull towards each other. Force majeure. Let go. I wont always have the answers but when I dont I will fake it. More chasing shadows down the rabbit hole. 

Dance of fruitlessness

 

One taste and you're hooked.

Taste me on your lips, lick them slowly.

I linger there.

We dance alone in the dark.

You run far you run long, but I am always there to chase you, there to catch you.

You are mine.

No one knows how it feels except me baby.

Dont try and hide it you know you want me.

You have chased me your whole life, now you try and break the cycle. 

Are you kidding me? 

I control it all, hell I control you.

Your time it all it is mine. 

We make love all the way down your body I warm you.

I know you baby, no one else will get you.

Keep telling yourself no one knows! 

They abandoned you!

I havent...

Take in my liquid warmth. 

Forget it all...

The same as always my love...

Drink me up...

One more wont hurt...

Who will know? 

This is our love song.

Our romance.

Fruitless prehaps but try and break my grasp.

“Belong Here.” (I have been thinking of you) Your very smile intoxicates me and takes my breath away. I think of you every day. I wonder how you are and pray you are OK I dream of your face every night. I brush your cheek and kiss your lips. Dreams never do justice to you. What am I to do? I smell you on the wind. In your eyes I see a veil of sorrow masking the true feelings of love you hold for me. So much pain and beauty is surrounding you. Your wall crumbles. If I could I'd pull the moon and stars from the sky and make them into a necklace for you, the midnight sky would illuminate your face. One thing I do have to give is love, a love deep and pure, happiness thus I offer it to you blindly without reason or question. No matter who tries they can’t wedge us apart, this is how I know nothing will be able to pierce the bond we have. God put us together for a reason. Alas though how I yearn to hold you in my arms and fall asleep and know you are safe and OK. To awake and be able to see this beautiful woman next to me and thank God I have one more day at your side. These are all the things I need you to know. I thank you for without you I would never felt this way. Now I know that… I have found someone I love so much I stay up all night just to talk to them. Had you ever loved someone, that in any moment you get lost in her eyes, I ask of myself. But yet I force myself to come out of the trance in fear of losing that moment with her. I have. Her lips so full, so beautiful I need just one kiss, Just one taste. Her skin silken like a Goddess. Caressing my face. If only to run my hands through her hair, hold her close as the stars fade dreamscaping our own dreams, making this life together ours...Have you ever felt that way before my love? We do. Have you ever shed tears, truly in pain. Think no one can know your suffering? I had. But she does. She took my hand, took my love. Made us one...And forever more my heart is hers. For her, my love the only one. We’ve known all along. From the first touch, first embrace. Finally we belong here.