My husband just woke me up. When I opened my eyes I could see something was very wrong by the look on his face. He had just gotting a phone call, our bestfriend was killed this morning on his way to work. I jumped out of bed and hugged my husband and he cried so hard. I have never in the 6 years we have been together seen my husband cry like that.We arenot sure what happened. All we know is that he was killed on his way to work this morning. The police called his work. My husband and another friend are on their way to his house to make sure Tom's mom knows. My husband is going to make sure she knows. I didnt go, I cant handle things like that. I told my husband I would be here when he got back. I feel for his mom because a couple of years ago her 2 year old great granddaughter passed away, a year ago she lost her husband and now her son. Tom was a wonderfull person
I am so mad at myself, Why am I not cring????? It hurts that Tom is gone but Im not cring. Now I feel bad because Im not cring. Is there something wrong with me for not cring?
Anyway I needed to tell this. I will give more detail as I know it. ((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))
*EDIT* I found out what happened. Well we got snow last night and Tom was driving to work this morning and he hit a slick patch on the road, lost control of his truck. When gained control of his truck,he went to get back on the road and he didnt relize he was on the wrong side of the road and got hit by a semi. The semi tried to stop but Toms was pushed a half mile before the semi could even stop. Tom didnt suffer at all. He died instantly. The cring has hit now. I cant stop cring. I wish it would have never snowed, maybe Tom would still be here. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.My husband went to Toms moms house, they already knew. He talked to Toms daughter and all she could say was now he can see his granddaughter again. When my husband told me that I started cring. I wish I could take my husbands pain away. Im gonna go. I might write more later.
"I am who I choose to be. I always have been what I chose…though not always what I pleased."
This was copied out of my diary. I dont really feel like editing it. My damn eyes hurt so bad from cring.
