h's blog: "In The Makings"

my head hurts i cant see I cant scream i cant feel i cant heal. i'm spinning around gasping, thrashing Im trying to find the ground just let me go, let me down I cant breathe I fight to free myself from the grasp around my neck. The pain cuts so deep. It cuts right through me Like a razorblade to your veins. I dont wanna be afraid. Stop judging me Blindly, I fall Slowly descending I'm spiralling out of control I can feel myself fading I'm a feather in the wind I'm falling I'm fading I'm bleeding I'm breaking Just let me go

I'm waiting for you to find me lying on this cold, bloody floor Im waitin on you to med me And heal the broken bones I'm waiting for you to save me ..I'm waiting for you I dont want you to wear your armor its too flashy for me I just want you as you are Im lost in a world I dont know Im battered, I'm bruised And I can't seem to move I'm searching for you Will you save me? its the typical damsel in distress I've thrown the signals up My blistered feet wont seem to move I cry for you.