well i guess since ive never posted a blog on here before i will write one and tell my feelings and frustrations out right now. and maybe it will help to get things out of my head, lol.
so its funny how you think you know and can trust and respect someone then you find out one little thing and your perspective on that person totally changes. well that has happened to me last night but not just by one person, but by 2 or 3. namely my roomates. but anyways the story behind this is that last night i found out about my roomates that have been talking shit about me behind my back and i guess its been happeneing all year long. and its all crap too, something about how i never take showers when they all are around becuase i think its easier when i am alone instead. so they think i am a gross person and never take showers, i mean what the hell is that about? and they have been blaming everything on me. i just dont get it. then the other one that i liked the most, or at least thought i did, went and was telling one of them all the stuff that we used to talk about her. and i admit i guess i am a little bit of a hypocrite because we were talking about her too but she didnt have to go and tell her eveything. grrr, girls make me so mad sometimes.
well i figured all of this out last night when one of them was telling me about it. but at least she had the guts to tell me things that i need to change and didnt just hint about it like the other two did. and she also apoligized for talking about me this whole time which is something that i cant see the other ones doing at all. i HATE girl drama. before now, i could trust all of them and really liked them most of the time, but now that ive found somethings out, all of that is lost.
but basically i am so fucking glad that i will be away from them all in just 4 days when i can get the hell out of this shit-hole town and away from school.
but anyways sorry for this rant i just had to get it out, lol. hope all of you are having a better day, or more like weekend, than i am.
