So... In the Beginning there was Heaven.. and then there was Hell. For every good there is a bad. For everything good that happens, there is always something bad to counter balance it. I created Hell's Kitchen as an ideal, a place for those who had no place to go, to call home. A place for those who had "supposedly" lost their home, to call home, have fun. There is never anything 100% good about the internet , and certainly not Hell. People get attached, people put in countless hours, even behind the scenes, to make things work. Nobody ever recognizes you when you are doing stuff in the shadows. I personally have put a Lot into making Hell's Kitchen, and had help when i could not, and i have certainly put a lot in for those who are a major part of IT. I used to have all the time in the world to put in to Hell's Kitchen, but then when I had to leave, due to work, and real life, everyone considered me to have abandoned the lounge, and therefore was not an actual part of it. Regardless of how much time I was there, it is or "was" still MINE. I really don't care what anybody thinks any more, nobody has heart. Drama, yes we have had our share, but oh wow.. thats life, and you will find it every where you go. I also get grief because I allowed a couple High and Mighty Judas Priest Power Monkies to help me run the lounge, when i was not available. All I ever heard was, your never around, your wife is never around, the owners should dedicate more time in their own place... What, am I supposed to quit my job, go poor, lose my car, have my child taken away, have my other soon to be child living in foster care, because I am supposed to be here 24/7? People are unhappy, boo fuckin hoo, its life, you think I am happy that every runs away when shit happens, and I am left to deal with the mess alone, and then bring stress into my personal life, because people want to be bitches. I work lots of hours. and I have spent several hours lately to try and make a schedule that works for everyone, and try to make some changes In Hell's Kitchen. Apparently none of that matters, because people are unhappy. Drama? Let ME tell you something, everybody is tired of Drama, but those who bitch really are the Drama starters. Hell's Kitchen Drama comes from its OWN family, not oursiders. If you want the Drama to stop, then STOP the drama. If people want to bail, or some get offended because I speak the truth in this blog, fine. All I have to do is push a button and it'll ALL be gone FOREVER. Guess what, life will go on, and all will be forgotten, will anybody really remember Hell's Kitchen a year from now, 2 years from now? Most likely not, it'll be a soon forgotten memory, and most likely the only things remembered will be the Drama, or how I could not run a lounge, or a Radio Station. I suppose that I will find out who really gives a shit, after they read this blog, if anybody even reads this blog. anyways, peace out..
D'evil
