well to bring eveeryone up to date as to whats been goign on. my oldest daaughter was diagnosed with cancer about 4 months ago. she is curently in the hospital. and isn't doign that well.. it seesm that the cancer meds has caused blood clots. and has creted a problem with her breathing.thes past few daays , just like these past 4 months have been pure hell for of all us. here is a girl , who has allways been there for everyone. and now this haaas happened to her. her world has been turned inside out. her children age 19 months,6, and 7 yrs are suffurign as well.when you take that breath today, stop, and imgine what it would be like to havev a dedly disase like this.picture what life would be liek livign day to day with an oxygen tube stuck in your nose. and watching your life slip away, one day at a time. god give me the strength to be able to go on, and handle teh pain that i see my daughter go through. god bless you all out there in fubar land