is it wrong that i want you to miss me when i'm gone?
is it wrong that i want a lot on your mind cus of this song?
is it wrong to wonder how people would feel if i died?
is it wrong that i only believe feelings the times people cried?
my life becomes meaningless the moment you don't care
nothing seems important if you don't want me there
can't shake the feeling that nobody cares when i go away
imma be pissed if i can't watch over my own funeral someday
imma sick ass dude i'm jus curious to hear what they say
as i lay, in a box would i feel a tear hit my face and hear em pray?
as i hover above looking down on it it really makes me weak
my spirit would breakdown cryin if you told me you loved me
wanna hold you but i can't, just send a breeze and hope you know its me
sorry that i always wished for this day, guess got bad karma
never gave any warning signs cus i didn't wanna alarm ya
so if i really was loved my time on earth and went on like i wasn't
i'm sorry for the time i wasted, think sayin that would help but it doesn't
to many people think that i'm truly happy they neva look inside
they think i've had it easy my whole life, been having a free ride
don't know the struggles i've been thru, the pressure on my mental
wish i could take lot's of times back but it's just not that simple
times i was heartbroken and smiled anyway to see if ya dug deeper
not a lot of people did, only a select few were ever true keepers
it's so amazing that i can bottle up so much pain and anger
guess been with it so long i don't even care anymore that it lingers
is it wrong that i want you to miss me when i'm gone?
is it wrong that i want a lot on your mind cus of this song?
is it wrong to wonder how people would feel if i died?
is it wrong that i only believe feelings the times people cried?