It hurts being away from the one I love. Im so affraid that hes going to find another girl. He proposed to me after I left but I cant smile cuz hes not here with me to do it in person. I wanna spend time with my dad especially now that hes back in my life. But I also wanna be with my fiance. If I have him convenced to move to where I am it wont be till June or July that I get see him, because of getting a car, job, and maybe starting college. I love this man alot, and im trying make it without him by my side but tonight i just couldnt hold back the tears. Its almost 7 pm and he still isnt home from work which is weird cuz he normally gets home by 5. So if anyone can give me some advice or just someone to talk to i would appreciate it greatly.
