Life changes over time. Seems that there comes a time that everything hits at once. Most you see coming, but even that, some how the pain still hits hard. Some you don't see coming, but looking at the things you have done you know how you got there, but it still hurts. You can look back and see how you could have done it different, but does it change the hurt or the present? No it does not. We just have to look at life find the consequences we are willing to live with and make the best out of where we are and hope the hurt will go away someday.
I do know this, that love is worth the hurt! Cause with no hurt in life there is no love. Where there is no love life is not worth living. Even if the only love I can find is in my own heart.