U Know how it feels to love someone so much that u cant loose them or u dont know wat u will do, and then them u dont know wat there thinking or anything. thats kinda like me and my fiance i love him so much and him he says he loves me but at times i ask myself if its the truth or jus another lie. he went to NC 2 weeks ago and was sopposed to come home yesterday he hasnt called me in several days and im worried that hes doing something thats gonna mess us up again. he was sopposed to come see me today but he hasnt called or shown up so i dont know wats going on. i wanna call him but im scared that im gonna find out soemthing i dont wanna so wat should i do, wait for him to call me would probably be the best.
