I am blessed to live to see another year. I never take everyday for granted, and every birthday that I live to see, I look back to last year to see where I was and what I was doing, and what I was going through. One thing I have found out is life constantly changes and whatever you are going through - good or bad, doesnt last forever. I am not saying good things come to an end but good things do change into something different. Sometimes bad things, but most of the time into something advanced. There are times things play out like a television series, a season finale if you will. Good, bad, the majority of life's situations come to a 'finale'. Whether the situation is financial, personal, spiritual, relationships, or professional. The point is, I am glad life changes and we need to look back at things not only bad or painful, but good things that happened to us as well. The only thing we can do is learn from our life as we are blessed to live from year to year and although we will never have all the answers to everything that goes on in life, we can learn, appreciate, and move on.
I have moved on to my next phase of life. I just turned 44 but it doesnt make me feel old, panic striken, or the so called mid-life crisses. To me, its just a number. I still feel alive, healthy, and ready to complete my bucket list - yes thats right i made one last year. I didnt wont to wait until I am in my 60's to do one. I have completed 1/3 of it and in 2011, I have already made plans to have at least 2/3's of it completed.
I just wanted to share this because I am truley happy and peaceful for the first time in years. There is no money in the damn world that can replace this feeling.
Peace and take it lite...