I know hardly anyone knows me on this thing, and probably wont put much thought into this, but I just wanna talk about it. Tomorrow, this time last yr, my aunt "Nu Nu" as we called her, died of Bone Cancer. She battled this cancer a little over 7 yrs and decided that December that she was done fighting the fight. It was hard to accept, but she was tired, very tired. I miss her dearly, I saw her the last few days she was alive and it was hard to watch, my aunt, then 43, had so much to give and gave so much. She was a real good friend to me and I miss her laugh, I miss the funny things she did.. she was an awesome aunt, mother, wife, grandmother and its still so hard to accept that she is gone.
Four months later my step dad died of complications from throat cancer, that was a major blow too, we knew he was sick, but the doctors made it seem as though things were looking up and then he just died... so unexpectedly. I miss him a lot too, he was a great guy and treated me just like I was his own.. cancer sucks and I hope that any one of you never has to deal with it, whether it be personally or a family member... its a horrible disease, it effects so many people, the pain you have watching someone you love fight it, and then losing them to it, is like you having cancer yourself, it takes a part of you along with it.
I am probably not making sense here, but ugh, I just have to talk about it.. makes me angry and sad. anyway, thats it. if you have read all of this thanks for taking time to do so.
