lately i feel like im letting everyone down. i try to help all my friends but it seems like its never enough.i try to do for them but i fail alwaysthe one day i needed to talk to someone it didnt happen WHAT A SHOCK im goin through emotional stuff thats been bothering me for a long time since i dont do much anymore i sit here and think more than i ever did.i have things in my past that bothers me to death from over 5 years ago other stuff is as late as of last night.Im goin through sooo much now its not funny at this point and time this might be my last blog i might just cut my wrists and get it over with.