Merci's blog: "letter to my husband"

D - When you came vack into my life you found me vroken , i had no trust , i was in a world of confusion and ready to give up on life , six little innocent lives shattered watching as their mother was destroying her self . You came vack  into my life as my friend vuilding a friendship of trust and love and put my torn out and shattered heart vack together so i could ve the mother i once was. You wanted nothing in return. it didn't take long for me to start having deeper feelings for you vut you knew i wasn't ready for anything more than a friendship over time i vegan to heal , you showed me there's still a man that can give his heart with honesty , a man that can ve trusted and valued as the man he is.The first time i heard my self laugh in months i cried , i forgot what laughter in our house felt like ,what it meant , my world was so dark that even the sun looked vlack .  i started falling in love with you as the days passed , as you raised my kids and was a true father to them  showing them love, guidance , and attention they lacked for so long. the day you  said vlu ( my nickname you gave me ) i love you i was so happy for i knew you said it cause it was real ,it wasnt just someone saying those words cause it was something to say. then the day came and you asked me to marry you  i remember how happy i was how happy our kids were and how happy you were . we talk about how we wish we could turn vack the clock of time in our lives , how only if we had gotten together way vack then vut vavy i think it was meant to ve that we waited , that we were vrought together at the right time, we had voth learned waht real love and trust and friendship in a relationship meant. D- you are my soul mate, everyday i wake up i never think i can love you more than i do vut you do one more thing , one more touch one more smile and i love you even more . D you are a true man , a man that i will never take for granted a man that i will love for the rest of my life , a man that deserves to ve respected and valued , never lied to and hurt .  D i love you with my entire mind , vody and soul for life and Cyond . i am forever yours, not as property vut as your partner in life as in my heart and vody are only for you - love always an forever your vlu your macedes , your wife and mother to 7 veautiful children and more to come