I think it's time to distance myself from the world even more than I already have. People do nothing but disapoint it seems. And I feel like nothing I do is good enough these days. I just don't know if I have the energy to try for others anymore. Trying to make others happy just seems an impossable task so I'm begining to wonder what the point of trying is. I'm beginning to think that I'd just be better off basically becoming a selfish bitch. Maybe then life would be easier. I'll always no matter what do anything in my power for my children but I just don't know about anyone else anymore. Why bother if what I have to offer is never going to be enough???
