Well as i start my first blog i can honestly say things just don't go right my job seems to be sucking big time and well lets just say i could loose my home so i am like at the point of pulling the rest of my hair out but im staying strong and as far as my friends everyone is pretty much busy so that leaves me at the point where ya have no one to talk to so i guess judging by this blog i am pretty much depressed so if ur reading this sry to put ya thru the boring blog but i had to get my feelings out there somehow.