life is really hard right now everything is going wrong. ppl are telling me shit i dont believe but history says other wise. but i dont know what to do or listen to. i have to puit my two sons above all other things...... my 22nd birthday and i dont hAve have anyone who really cares. my 2 sons i take careĀ of on my own. well i lost my two best friends on the count i had to choose either them or my fiance and kids... i chose my faamily..... i hope i did right