You know I don't ask for much in this life.
I just wish for my kids to grow up happy and healthy and for a little happiness for myself.
Some mornings I wake up and am disappointed I woke up, thinking sweet death would be better then the depressed stupor I walk around in now.
I wish for it to all just end, by my own actions or the actions of someone with more knowledge or power then me.
I'm drowning in this ocean of saddness with no life boat in sight.
Taking my last breath as I slowly sink into the dark abyess finally free from the heartache I cause and suffer from.
:/