Redneckgirl's blog: "life"

Why are guys so complicated? I ask cause I was seein a guy and things were goin good even though we were in different states ( me in Oregon, him in Washington). Then all of a sudden tonight he says that things aren't workin out. I know that hes busy with the ARMY and all but even though he says that I didn't do anything wrong I still get the feelin that its some how my fault. Why is that? Is it wrong for me to feel that way or is it a normal thing. Well thats enough for now... feel free to comment if you want

Okay well so everyone on here knows I don't have the puppy thats in the pics anymore. My now EX took her back after a bad break up this past week. Things went down hill between him and I so fast that I don't really understand what happened. All I know is that I can do better and will find that someone that makes me happy and doesn't rip my heart out and stomp on it over and over again. Its so confusing and I can't figure out why it ended... one minute things were fine and the next it was over. We were together for 2 months but it seemed like we'd been together forever. He made me feel so special and he treated me so well then all of a sudden he calls me and yells at me and tells me its over and this is while he's with is ex. She was standing next to him when he called me. HE said she made him do it but at this point I don't know if its true or what and I don't really care. Well enough bitchin for now... if anyone has questions or anything you can write me on here.

okay so I've been seein this guy for the past oh I don't know say 6 months or so and about 3 months ago he started goin to Hillsboro, Or to see a friend who is in the hospital... no problem. Well then I don't hear from him but once since then and he has been avoiding my calls, texts, IM's and so on. And now I'm hearin that hes with someone else or that he's single and I'm sittin here goin wait a minute that can't be, so I ask him and now he's pissed at me for askin what the deal is between us. So I'm totally confused once again and I hate it cause I love him a lot and don't want to lose him AGAIN!!! But he says its over and won't give me any answers as to why or what I did so wrong. Why is it that when you love someone and you go and ask a question like the one I asked they end up stompin on your heart? It seems to me anyways that he really doesn't care that he's hurtin me but then again I could be wrong. Well thats enough from me for now.