Do you ever feel like no matter how hard you try you are just going backwards. It is like everytime something good happens in life and I go 1 step forward, bam something bad happens and I end up 3 steps back.. Then to add salt to make hurt. Someone will say that is Gods way of keepng you strong. I swear I am sick and tired of hearing that. But anyway I will be a good little girl and BEND OVER AND TAKE IT IN THE ASS like everyone else..lol