I suppose my initial thought was that I was in fact going insane. "I wounder if I should tell someone?" the others would put me in therapy for a year before I saw a hint of daylight. Then I really would go crazy. as if on cue the velvety voice ringing in my ears out of the ether whispered softly into my left ear. "if you don't do something soon I may have to come find you myself... Until then perhaps I shall leave you to your insanity?" a strange longing that I cant describe except akin to that of a piece of yourself being chained and locked in a box an emptiness sank into my head for the first time in a week I felt... empty. then it happened.
I was in my apartment about to check my Fubar messages and update my status from "Is it love or Utter Insanity" to something a bit more normal. These types of status remarks generally bring the devils out of the woodwork, not that I minded, I suppose they are awfully entertaining to talk to, perhaps just as insane as me. I saw the glimpse of a shadow to my left or was it to my right... "No matter." I thought to myself as my brain has been a bit twitchy as of late. Just then it hit me with the quickness of a particle of light I was lifted out of my chair picked up thrown half-way cross the room to find to my surprise that I was shirtless on the bed. The suddenness of the whole experience caught me completely off guard and a bit confused. I smelled her before I saw here and sensed her intentions just the same the intoxication that followed was that of complete chaos and passion flung wildly together in a mixture of emotion and dark thoughts. I suppose a sane man would have run.
Breathing in I dare not open my eyes for fear of the truth before me for I knew that once I saw her eyes it would be over for me and her spell would be complete. I felt the back of her hand slowly run its way down, from my hair down my right cheek, wandering its way to my recently bared chest and then floating off as a leaf caught in the wind. "Don't you want me... losing the fight against reason I opened my eyes and what stood before me I shall never forget. "I do believe I'm lost" was all I could make my lips say.