I feel at times as if I am all but lost to this world. Wondering whether the very next day will even allow me to
open my eyes to the sun shinning outside. Asking myself if I even truly want them open. Seems as of this life
of mine is but only a joke. Never knowing from one minute to the next if I will be able to force myself to carry
on, or just let the sands of life slip through mt hands, as I slowly evaporate into dust. Going back unto the earth
from which I came. maybe some time in the near future, I can have an answer to the one question that always
lingers within my mind. Is this the day I shall actually feel loved and complete????
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