souls always cry's blog: "love and relationships"

well i thought that me and my ex could work it out eventually and now she has told me that it would never be again. well all my hopes of getting her back have failed. but now my lifde has truly moved on i will not continue to think it would work now i just hope that the lucky guy who does truly win her heart treats her right. and i will always be there for her. well peace for now

my now ex-girlfriend hurt me and i just cant stop writing about it andcks that i hurt this bad i should be pretty used to it but it still hurts. i just wonder why if people can never really love someone truly and genuinly then why get into a relationship. especially if you might have second thoughts. that shit really does hurt people no matter how strong you think that they are. there is no cure for pain but you can cover it up. now in know what a real broken hearts feels like and i will never put someont through that. its horrible i dont even want to take a chance and wouldnt even think about doing that to someone. i feel sorry for all the people with lost love out there. my sympathy goes out to you. and if the person that caused this just know that i will never ever let you forget this. i can forgive but not forget. and im sorry about that. but you deserve it and i truly dont care if you hate me for saying stuff like this and if it makes you feel bad. but you have to know how i feel. and i dont want to think that im not ever going to talk to you again. just not right now ( not face to face at least.) beacause i will cry and i dont want you to ever see me like that again. ive shed enough tears in front of you. frankly i couldnt handle it right now and i doubt that you could. dont think that im trying to guilt trip you i just have to get it out and need time to get over it. that will take awhile hon. i know that this hurt you also but it hurt me more and i know that for a fact. i cant stress it enough but i feel like i let you down more by not being what you thought i was and not giving you what you deserve. just know that "i" am still here and will always be i love you babe i guess this is goodbye