You know I never knew what love really was until now. When someone is gone and all you can do is think about them day and night for an entire year or even longer. I wanted to write this blog because I wanted to let you know how I feel. I have gone through so much just in the past 5 years that I could never imagine. My husband will be home soon and I am going crazy because I want everything to be right for him and don't want him to lift one finger. He has been in Korea now since November 3rd 2005 and is coming home November 27th..only in a week in a half.The best thing to experience is going to see me and his daughter for the first time in over a year and I want it to be the best day of my life. There are so many thoughts running through my head like what am I going to wear, I can't wear too much makeup because it will be coming off anyways because of all the tears of joy I will have. But to me right now I am not totally concerned about that because I know he won't care what I look like. We love eachother through no matter what and that is what really matters.