MeLiSsAMaRiE's blog: "I am a survivor"

I am an emotional and sensitive person.  I am a romantic at heart.  I love romantic comedies, romance novels,  and sappy love songs.  I cry at weddings,  and the birth of children make me weep.  I cry when I am sad.  I cry when I am happy.  I cry when I am angered by something.  I am a faithful and loyal friend, lover and companion.  When I am hurt it weighs heavily on my heart and its difficult for me to recover.    I have yet to find the one guy who truly understands me and sees me for who I really am.   I am ME.  A caring, sensitive person.  There is not much I won't do for the people that I love.  Even the people who have chosen not to be in my life, I still care about.  People who have done me wrong I have forgiven.  Hate eats at your very soul, forgiveness heals your heart.  I am not perfect and I know that.  I have had moments where I thought to seek revenge.  I had to take a step back and think about what I was thinking about doing and the damage it would cause not only to other people but to myself.    Anger is caused by being hurt. One should never act when angered.  You only hurt the one person you claimed to love.  I can't hurt anyone I love.  I would be plagued with guilt that would never go away.  So all I can do is know that in time i will be healed from my hurt. I will love again.  Someone  out there will love me for who I am and see something other men just couldnt see.  He is out there  and when I meet him, I will never let him go.