When I close my eyes
Your smile is what I see
Your sparkling eyes
I hear your laugh
Your voice in my ear
Soft and sweet
You cared so much
Never letting me forget
But now
All those things
They are mere phantoms
I cant bring myself
To face them
But I cant let them go either
My heart shattered that day
And I just keep cutting myself
Trying to pick up the shards
I know I must
But I don’t know how
I cant seem to
Get past this
Cant pull myself together
I fear I may
Be eternally broken