Ok, I know I am 23 but i can honestly say I have been through more things than any average girl I know. I wont post on here but i am sure people will have there ideas no matter what but first i want you guys to know i am not giving up in life or anything in that matter i have a great job(hot boss), great family, a lil girl i adore more than anything in this world, socially i am having a blast and getting better. Theres no more drugs and not as much alcohol anymore so in that aspect everything is wonderful. But i think on a relationship level i am giving up i try just dating older guys and they are either boring or just trying to be young all over again and if i wanted that i would just date someone my age but i dont date guys my age the majority of them are fucking idiots..i am begging someone prove me wrong but it sucks i go out on plenty of dates and as i get dressed i already know the questions that would be ask, what he is going to wear, what he is going to say to try and impress me , and he is also going to tell me what i want to hear and not what i need to know.i understand you want to look and be your best for the first date but come on fuckers get creative is it hard to find a nice, healthy, in shape, attractive guy in South Florida hell in this world! who doesnt always have to be in vip and just can chill and have a good time and enjoy great company ??? if so let me know because i am sure in hell getting over this whole dating scene and taking the first old fucker who will take me i think thats maybe the closest to a companion i am going to ever have it seems...
