Sometimes I gotta just wonder, WTF is wrong with me? I know, I mean really know what I have to do. So why is it so easy to say what I need to do and not just do?! I know I'm a good person and would never hurt anyone intentionally. I don't play games, I try to be honest...although it's hard when u think it is gonna hurt someone. I don't know if it's because of lonliness that makes me get walked all over and let other ppl's lives seemingly put their problems right up there with my own...I honestly don't know. I do know that I'm sick and tired of ppl assuming they take advantage of me because I'm known for my kindness. I do not want to become an ass, but if I don't start, even with the small stuff, it'll bring me down. See, I said I know what needs to be done, but will I do it? I feel like a prisoner. Jeez, u'd think at my age I'd know to grow up already!