Shooting Star's blog: "Me"

I Refuse To Have A Battle Of Wits With An Unarmed Person The money is always greener in the other guy's wallet. Chaos. Panic. Disorder. My work is done here. I don't have an attitude problem. You have a perception problem If I throw a stick, will you leave? Never argue with an idiot. They drag you down to their level then beat you with experience And your cry baby whiny-ass opinion would be...? I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. All Men Are Animals. Some Just Make Better Pets. I can see your point, but I still think you are full of shit. I'll try being nicer if you will try being smarter. YOU!!! Off my planet! Hold on, let me turn on the part of my brain that gives a damn

Ok, so due to some recent events that have happened in my life, I have done alot of thinking and this is what I came up with. WOMEN DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT THEY WANT. You know I'm right. I swear all women have the guy that would do anything for them to make them happy and then the guy that strings them along and we can do whatever we can to show them that we will always be there for them and do anything for them. The guy that has us there when he wants us, otherwise we don't exist. But which guy do we always go for? That's right the ass, the one that strings us along. You know I'm right. The reality of all this is even if the one that strings us along were to come to us and say "Ok, I want to be with you and only you. I will do whatever it takes." We would give it a few months or even a few years, but we wouldn't be completely happy. We want what we can't have. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WE WANT!!! But I think the same applies to men too. We think we know what we want, but when we have it in front of us we turn our nose up at it.

Most of us all know about the one that got away. Most of us had one that got away. I definately have a few of those. Then you have the ones that you try so hard and it just doesn't matter, you are invisble to them. Or the ones that lead you on and you think that they are into you, but how do you ever really know. Well how do you ever really know about any of them. Out of all the ones that got away, there is only one that I can't get out of my head. I still want to "save him" so to speak. I still want to take his pain away and make his life better. I wanted so badly to be the one for him. But I guess it wasn't meant to be. I try not to regret to many thing. But some things you can't help but regret and you can't help who you fall in love with. I will be over it, I just have to give it time. Ok I am done venting now. Hope everyone had an amazing new years!!!!