breezie's blog: "me"

well like my subject says love hurts more than what anyone can imagine til it happens to them...when you are with that special person it feels like there is a peace in yourself that you just cant figure out but you love it and each and every minute of it...but... then there are times that you are not with them and nothing seems to go quite right in the world or universe but then you kinda learn to exist and then you try to move on and get your head right and omg what a chore that can be...you know i have been in and out of love and in love with another one and then i finally found what i was looking for in a relationship and my world got crushed because of my stupid mistakes that i made...i cant change them or make them go away all i can do is move on and not make the same mistakes again i have learned so much in the past few days and weeks about myself and what i can and can't handle and sometimes i even scare myself with what i have learned....i can honestly say that well it is true what they say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all....i honestly hope that whom ever reads this will know what i am talking about....everyone have a good day...lots of hugsss and lots of love

Ok what is it with people in this world? what they dont know what the truth is anymore? i wonder about this all the time...it is like all people want to do is lie about stupid shit that really dont matter to anyone but themselves...why cant we just tell the truth about things even if they are good or bad no matter what the results are???? you know i have played games and have been played too but i think everybody has at some point in their lives and if you havent well that is a good thing i hope that you never have games played on you cause they hurt like a bitch...i know where i want to be and what i need out of life it is just getting there that is the problem cause it takes more to get there and do what you have to do than to just sit around and not do it...it does take alot of effort on your part and well sometimes we just rather give up or give in to what is not always the best thing but it seems like the best thing at the time...anyway whomever reads this just stay truthful and honest with everything that you do and you will get what you want and need out of life...have a good one all....

Hi all this is my first blog on cherry tap and well it is cool as hell....you know i have learned alot in the past couple of weeks through my very beautiful girl and she knows who she is about life in general....and especially trust and how to trust again when the trust has been ripped apart by things that i did....you know it takes alot to trust someone and for someone to trust you completely but i can honestly say that i trust her completely with everything that she does and i think that she is beginning to trust me the same way or at least i hope she is anyway...lol...i have learned that you have to have trust in all that you do especially when it comes to a relationship and in every aspect of that relationship...well cant think of anymore right now but well i will soon...