demonicsangel2006 has been tamed and pam...'s blog: "mere thoughts"

As some of my friends on here know, changes are happening in my life. Good changes that I never thought would happen to me in my lifetime. I met someone who makes me feel the best possible way bout myself that a person can. When I met him, I was sure I was down another dead end road leading for nothing but pain and torment once again with me vowing never ever to let any man get that close to me ever. Well that was not the case with him. From the word go, I was and still am treated as a queen that owns his heart. Love comes in so many strange packages and sometimes it gets overlooked because you dont like the wrapping of the present. well, if you stop long enough to get to see what or who is in that box, you might be pleasantly surprised. I know i was. Today is only the 30th of JAN. and I have only 3 days left before I say I DO. Yep you heard/read right, i am getting married. The one thing i never though was to be for me, but its true, love is there for everyone, all you have to do is stop and let it find you, love has a great sense of timing, it cant be rushed or forced and it will happen in its own time, not yours. So, off I go to start my new life, i will still be checking in here to see how my friends are, especially special ones that know what they mean to me, and believe me, i miss chatting with you. ill be back in a few days before i leave and then when i come back. take care of each other, huggles and licks~~~~~demonics angel

the silence that surrounds me threatens my very soul it tears at me constantly spilling over into this empty hole the soul that you broken the spirit that longs to take flight the wings that are fluttering looking for a way in this darkened night the stars that shine are flickering they are dancing on the breeze they call out to me to join them i watch them dance with such ease i watch them in the dark i have to smile and look above to the heavens and the creator and its then i know the meaning of love for so long i was mistaken thinking i was doing something wrong but listening to the wind it sings to me my own little song one that the master meant for me for only my ears to hear knowing that i am in His hands ends all of the doubts and fears

Have you ever been in a crowd of people and just felt so lost that you had no idea what you were doing or why. Like you just need to scream for someone,anyone to hear you.. Ever feel like just when your life gets to going the correct way, the good way, the rug is pulled out from under neath you. As if you couldnt do a single damn thing right no matter how much you try. Well let me tell you this. that feeling sucks big time. Lately I have felt like my life might be getting back on track, but what happens, another snag in the line of life, oh well, such is life right. Well that might be true, but that dont mean that I have to like it. Maybe when everyone learns that each person is unique in his or her own way and that we are special, the world might be a better day, til that time comes, I think I am just gonna go to my little corner of this big insane world and watch it as it goes by, Maybe one day it will stop for me and i will want to get on the ride once more.