No guarantee that you'll ever meet that guy.
The one that'll open the car door everytime
The one that gives you chocolates and jewelry
The one that calls you at work just randomly
The one that'll tell you about how much he adores you
The one that will stay up late talking with you
The one that showers you with kisses everywhere
The one that will want to be with you anywhere
The one who will make you his priority
The one who promises to keep you happy
The one that craves to hold you whenever you're sad
The one that'll listen to you whenever you're mad
The one who's not shy about telling you he loves you
The one who will sacrifice to do anything for you
But how would you know if you've met the one?
Would you realize it the moment he's gone?
Do you think you'll get another chance to be...
...With him again? ... there's no guarantee.

I still love you,
I always have,
And always will.
I'm no good at letting go.
I still wanna be with you,
But you've kept me on hold.
I've been by your side for much too long.
So i thought i should move on,
I thought i could be strong.
But once you were gone,
I found it hard to even find reason.
Reason to wake up,
Reason to live,
Reason to keep breathing,
Reason to give,
This life another chance,
This world another glance,
From a different point of view,
But I still only saw you.
I never wanted to say those things i did,
But i was tired of getting hurt.
I waited for only disappointment.
You knew it wouldn't work.
Did you like giving me false hopes?
Your words are the ropes,
That hang me high off the ground.
The choking lies that wrap around,
My throat so tightly,
The sight unsightly.
Hanging breathlessly,
Swaying lifelessly,
Forever endlessly.

No one cares if your dying
no one cares if you are crying
doesn't matter if you are on the street
no clothes, no home, or food to eat
don't tell me about your problems it doesn't matter to me
If you see I am in a hurry, I have some where else to be
every day we pass them by
and no one stops and wonders why
We don't give others a single thought
even though me know we ought
he is too fat and she is too thin
There is no way they will ever fit in
people labeled by society
telling them how the ought to be
people lying to your face
others hiding in disgrace
People ridiculed and scorn
souls and hearts torn
No one really gives a damn
life is just one fucked up sham
don't waste you time
waiting for the midnight clock to chime
This isn't some stupid fairytale
Life isn't some easy sail
so don't go begging on your knees
with tears and saying please
cause if you ever though it was gonna get you any where
I got some news for you, nobody cares

by Darkdaydreamer

Hey, does it feel good
when the knife sinks
beneath your skin
and you blood gushes from within
The crimson red sticky liquid, rains down your arm
And then you go insane , you never meant any harm
and the scars that remain
are nothing compared to the pain
That you feel inside
you can't escape or hide
and you hate yourself so much
won't let others get close enough to touch
cause you know fairy tales just aren't real
You and I know reality is a different deal
and now they send you to a shrink
To find out, supposedly what you think
The say things behind your back
the lies and rumors start to stack
Then they give you false hope
the meds will help you cope
and all the pain will be relieved
Or so thats what you believed
though now you try to cover what you've done
Hey I did it too, we both thought it was fun
And you can come back again
cause we know the knife is our only friend
and now you can say you tried
your own little suicide ride

by Darkdaydreamer