Celestyal's blog: "mind of a red hooded kitten..."

 

So i've been thru a lot in the past, but of course who hasnt.  but finally... things are starting to look right.  with in 3 months i've managed to fix my license, get a car, title insurance and all, and just got promoted to a management position.    but of course,,, i honestly couldnt do all of this without the love and support of my baby, Xavier (Eternal Beast Of Burden).    Next step is to get a place of my own and then finally the love of my life and i will be able to be together... not just on vacations.... but actually together.  nothing makes me smile more then the thought of that.  All i gotta do is keep strong now... and well.. im a stubborn cookie... so i know things will work out just right.   i love you baby.  

Still here, all alone, nobody to talk to, Only me and my heart... Thinking of you, smiling at myself. Drifting away to a world with nobody else but ourselves, Reaching out for u. my finger tips touching your face.. feeling it, loving it. For once there are no worries on my mind. Only You. Trying to memorize why i feel this way when im around you. While the answer is standing right infront of me. Because you are who you truely are, and you love me for who i am. Slowly i'm realizing I love you too. But then, i hear my name. i'm slowly waking up. not willing to let you go, not just yet. Unfortunatly, i'm slowly comin back to earth knowing you're already out of reach. Knowing full well it was all just a dream. but still, I'm loving you, Smiling at you, Thinking of you, Realizing this dream someday will be everything a dream is not... A Reality.