I have tried to be patient about this but it seems as if I am going mad.. I came back from Europe finally and was so very estatic. I was to be reunited with Jean finally after two months of hell. I was home, maybe two or three days and then I found out he had to go.. OF all places to Europe, where I had just come from.. I haven't heard any word from him at all and it has been close to two weeks and I am being very paranoid.. I mean he shouldn't have had to go but.. I hope he isn't having to deal with the same things because I will probably break into a million pieces. **sighs**