ON THE 16TH OF THIS MONTH MY DAD WILL BE DECEASED 23 YEARS, I WAS A DADDIES GIRL, AT SOME POINT YOU WOULD THINK THAT I WOULD GET A LITTLE EASIER, BUT ITS NOT.. I STLL MISS HIM AS MUCH NOW AS I DID THE DAY HE DIED.. I KNOW THAT VALENTINE'S DAY IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SPECIAL DAY, BUT MINE ISN'T BECAUSE THAT WAS THE LAST TIME THAT I SAW HIM ALIVE.. I STILL REMEMBER THE PHONE CALL, THAT WAS A PURE NIGHTMARE.. I REALLY WISH I COULD HEAR HIS VOICE ONE MORE TIME, SEE HIM ONCE AGAIN, HUG HIM, AND TELL HIM JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS HIM.. WE ALL NEED TO CHERISH WHAT TIME WE HAVE HERE ON EARTH WITH OUR LOVED ONES, WHETHER IT BE YOUR PARENTS, KIDS, GRAND PARENTS, OR JUST THAT VERY SPECIAL SOMEONE..