beautifulstarmandy's blog: "My Deepest of Thoughts"

Yeah.... November 25, 1978 28 whole years ago!!

Well Fall is at an end The coldness is here again But I can only be greatful For I am blessed with very special friends I am thankful For the one reading this right now Just showing that you care Always visiting somehow SO today I give thanks to you You are such a delight Have a very Happy Thanksgiving And God bless and Good night

I can smell the excitement in your skin The smell of sex lingering in the air My hand dug into your back The other wrapped within your hair My nipples hardend with anticipation As your body rubs against my breast I can feel you are exstatic Your Heartbeat pounding faster against your chest My pussy throbs with an aching thirst With each pounding thrust Faster and slower taunting me My body aches with lust My lips begin to tremble My legs begin to shake Almost ready For you my thirsty pussy aches I feel you hardening Controlling it, Faster thrusts and then a little slow Pounding deep with in me, You can give it to me Come on now just let go Each thrust hardening your masculinity inside my hungry walls I can feel it so eagerly You know want it all My voice gasping Your penis thrusting Your ready to explode My pussy trembles, squeezing tightly Eager for your load Oh God I can feel it coming I am calling out your name YOu are so ready This time you it can not be tamedInside me both of us throbbing I can feel you burst Rushing, pounding against the back of my pussys skin I can feel the tingling and the aching My pussy tightning with each throb within My legs wrapped against your waist Are you ready to go again....... Copyright ©2006 Mandy Faith Wilson

Today My little boy would have been 8 years old today. I am very sad today but I will get through this. I am asking everyone with children to show their kids lots of love. Read them a bed time story. Hug them and just be greatful that they are alive. I am going to go tuck my kids in soon. Have a great night everybody. Love you all.

Good Morning! I actually feel pretty good tody. But I am going back to bed. TOOO TIRED. I got out of my bad mood. NO OFFENSE, but you men can drive us woman nutty. but I guess we do are fair share of driving you crazy too. My birth day is on the 25th. I am not excited, I am going to be 28. I want to be 22. LOL!! I am afraid to turn 30. That means I cant be a kid no more. Well I hope everyone has a great day. I wont be on till later, so I will ttyl. bye bye

Confusion Emptiness I am broken Silent Quiet My thoughts unspoken Exuahsted Tired Out of fight My Life My feelings Am I alright? No choice No Emotion Guess I have to be. No words No time It is not about me

So tired of your betrayals So tired and exhausted of having to fight to feel loved I am not doing this dance any more with you I am fatigued I have had enough You just keep hurting me and I am just suppose to forgive I have been hurt too much This is not how I want to live I can not take your lies Your betrayels, The constant put downs I am a fucking person with dreams to dream and Love to give How can someone who makes me so happy Hurt me as bad as this And then expect to me to just let it go My Pain to you is never real I am confused because I love you so much But I can not take the way I feel

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I thought of you again today I thought I'd push the memory away Oh how could I push away a thought of you It is all that I have to hold onto I can push back tears, try not to let others see me cry But sometimes I feel like I am living in a lie Everyone tells me how strong I am But they don't know the darkest places that I have been Oh little one My beautiful son My sweet angel I miss you so And my memories have yet to fade I will never let them go

Good Morning, though it;s been a hectic one here. All I wanted to do was make a simple pot of coffee............... BUT NOOOOOO! I tell ya this coffe pot got issues, Man did I have a fun mess to clean, MMHM!! I was like @$$%^&**&%$#%$^*(*))&%$%&*( ))!!! LOL, Well I have to go now and have a conf. with my son's teacher! LUCKY ME! But first I think I will stop at the gas station and pick me up a cup of coffee, Coffee is my FRIEND!! Yes I am loosing it, I haven't had my coffee yet, HEE HEE lol! Ok I am done bitching, Love all, exspecially if you act. took the time to read this, Have a great dayNOw how about someone put some coffee in that cup for me!!!