Nichole's blog: "My Heart in Poem Form"

Can you walk your talk? Can you talk your walk? Do your actions speak louder than your words? Or am I the one that took the spell.. am I the one that's cursed? Are you proud to have me on your arm or am I on your arm to feed your pride? There's no vacancy available in this heart of mine Because of the hurt you cause Fear of being hurt follows close behind I no longer feel safe in the prescence of your lips They are lethal to me...think I'm cursed.

Fading into my skin, I thought I had everything figured out. This one-on-one battle is continuing What the hell is it all about? Hungry for acceptance I've been living in someone else's mind Where do I go to find the real me When all I wanna do is hide? Losing conscouisness to my reality Unable to stand on my own two feet. Blending into the surrounding scenery Where do I go? Who am I now? My smile is misleading, or am I misleading my smile I can not control this wondering feeling why can't I just be normal.... for awhile