Known as Rob's blog: "My Quest for Sanity"

I will try to keep this blog family and not lace it with profanity. Some years ago I lost my mind in a swirl of bad decisions, bad luck, and traumatic experiences and from that I self medicated with bourbon and prescription medications to be emotionally numb. In some ways my heart grew cold I became a cynical drunk not wanting to live life. Lost many years to being a outcast, withdrawn from anything that resembled happiness. Mainly cause I wouldn't take a chance on getting hurt, my thinking was if I didn't care I had nothing to lose. My physical health suffered greatly and mentally I was a complete zombie. I finally had enough and started to look for help and it started a journey that I am still on today. Due to time constraints I am going to have stop this here will pick it back up soon.