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What are you waiting for?
let me be the bandage to your bleeding
let me be the ocean for your tears
let me be the secret of your healing
let me be the song to still your fears
love isnt love that cannot love in darkness
nor is it love that turns away from pain
nor would i love would i not hold your sadness
and with my love your love of life will sustain
so do not think your malady aburden
and do not think my willingness a deciet
just let your sorrow flow into my garden
and i will share with you the harvest sweet.
oh my god i am so pissed off right now. lets see, sunday i had to call the cops because my neighbor who is infatuated with my 14 year old daughter tried getting in my house while i was gone. of course he owuldnt answer the door for the cops. then tuesday someone broke into my house while i was grocery shopping. took all my money, all my jewelry and some other stuff. then on wendsday i had to call the cops and press charges on a kid at my sons school for assulting him and last night i had to call the cops as i hid in my bathroom because someone was in my house while i was here. oh my fuckig god when does it stop? i am so fucking tired right now because i am kinda to scared to go to sleep. my landlord wont let me get a dog. i live aloe with 3 of my kids. im mental so i can never get a gun. the cops are doing what they can but i still just dont feel safe anymore. and i always feel like i am being watched. i am so sick of dealing with the cops.
well happy mothers day to any who read this and is a mother. my days not going to be so great because i am dead tired. its 7 am and i have about 3 hours befor my kids wake up so i guss now that its light outside i am going to go try to get a couple hours of sleep.
