So after 43 years I have realized I have serious self confidence issues. I am about to get my very first apartment by myself and I'm honestly afraid I am going 3 fall on my ass and wind up on the street because I have very little to no confidence in myself. Everything I have ever really tried I seem to fail at because I have no self confidence. I failed as a wife over 10 years ago. I'm now to scared to ever try really being with anyone again because of my lacking self confidence. I wish someone could help. I wish I had confidence in myself. I am writing this to ask if anyone can help. Please if you can message me let's talk.
Signed very sad an feeling worthless
No one care for another feeling anymore it all about what's in it for me what good will come to me. Never mind making someone else to be the fool. Who cares if you hurt someone else why should you care as long as you got what you wanted. Well fuck that shit I'm over ty he games the jokes and being hurt. Time to make changes . Some you may like others I doubt you will. But this bullshit needs to stop. Till it does (which will be never) I'm done I'm over it. Not dealing with it no more.
A lot of you have asked why I changed my name from Mirinda to Msimpefectlyimperfect well here your answer:
Well it's to remind us all no one is perfect we all have things we dont like about our body's we are all flawed. There is not a perfect human unless your god. I know some of us think our shit dont smell and that we are god. Let me assure you this isnt true you are not god and your shit stinks as bad as mine. Relize your flawed if we stop trying to live up to what everyone thinks we should be imagine how much better this world would be. Were all human we all bleed red. Stop bullying each other instead stand back look at yourself and make a choice to support someone help them lift their crown make sure they know they are enough..
Best friend /text/messenger best friend needec:
Must be honest and truthful I need a true best friend. If intrested shout box me or private message me
So fucken tired of liers and pretenders. You hide behind your damn computers and instead of being truthful an honest you rather lie. Stop wasting people's time and for once in your fucken life tell the truth an stop playing games WITH HEARTS AND MINDS of these that actually care about you . Stop playing with people you have no desire to be friends with or have relationships with. You hurt them more than you will ever know and it takes time for them to recover. BUT THAT SHIT DONT MEAN A DAMN THING TO YOU. ITS VERY OBIVOUS. YOU ARE A @#$%&**** #$@%×^&<_/ 'XX!!!!!!!!
Annoyed irrated frustraded.feed up.
Why does everyone have to play fucken games.
Why do you feel the need to lie.
If you feel this blog is about you
WELL THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD CHECK YOURSELF
CAUSE MAYBE IT IS.
YOU HURT ME. YOU DESTROYED ME.
I THOUGHT YOU WERE TRUE
I THOUGHT YOU WERE A REAL FRIEND.
BOY WAS I FUCKEN WRONG
YOU JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
I HATE YOU YOU ARE NOTHING AND I HAVE WRITTEN YOU OUT OF MY LIFE
YOUR DESGUSTING AND IM NOT GONNA BE AROUND FOR YOUR LIES ANYMORE.
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